As it's the first of the month I look forward to my Russian sisters latest result from the scale and measuring band. Personally I have no breaking news...
I stick about the same weight and I have been having a lot of time to reflect why.
I still on the contract not eating any fast food/ snacks/candy/cakes with my sons.
That means I had my second summer without ice cream.
In one way I am happy I haven't gained all the more than 30 kilos I lost since January the 1st 2014. It has happened before in my life of dieting.
On the other hand I am sensing some fear losing more weight. This is me. I have been over weight my whole adult life. The excess kilos are probably a shield.
I look in the mirror and see the changes. I can't recognise my self. I am worried about the skin getting loose. What will happen to me? How will I feel? What would I look like?
The next second I am eager to lose more NOW! I have had a fantastic summer biking, walking, swimming. So much easier with less kilos to move around.
It's time to take the next step. Follow my path here at the ButterflyBattle blog!
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